I think I had a thrisis............

July 6, 2017

Correction.....I'm having a crisis! 

I'm nearly forty, I can't call it a thrisis forever, it's gone on toooooooo long......

I am it's true, having a crisis, a thrisis, call it what you will, it's been happening for some time.  Sometimes I think I've got my shit together, given myself a good talking to and got over myself, other times, I'm desperately low, seeking anything and everyone and nothing all at the same time.  No reason, I'm healthy (ish.....we'll go in to that), I've got a career (another story), I have good friends (and some poisonous ones), and a loving family (albeit with their issues), but a crisis crept up on me, unaware.  I flip between stroppy teenager, and bubbly happy go lucky, um.....lady???  I'm the best friend, the worst friend, I'm sociable and I'm a total recluse, I'm basically a royal pain in the backside.

 

I decided to write my story.....

 

......of me, of the highs and lows, the things I did - both good and bad - to help dig myself out.  It'll cover the journey I continue on, on my route to happy.

 

It'll be a tale of creativity and crafts, travel and friendships, how I turned to making things to focus and find my place.  I'll share along the way the things I've made and done to make me happy.

 

It'll be as muddled as my brain.....

 

......on the foggiest of foggy days. Unstructured, unfocused, happy, sad, but I'm nothing if not honest, it'll be a dump of whatever is fogging my mind or freeing my mind that day or in days past.

 

It's for me.......

 

.....a form of therapy I suppose, but if I make someone smile, laugh, relate or just entertain for a few minutes here and there, it'll make me happy, I hope it makes you happy too....

 

Happy reading......

 

 

 

 

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